I’m not afraid to die I count the final seconds, 3,2,1 My fingers twitch around the handle of the gun I turn and shoot and as the smoke clears away Your problem’s gone, I live to fight another day And I'm not afraid to die. Not because I think I’m going to die anytime soon, but because I know I’m going to die someday. I’m 16 and occasionally I hit a wall when all I can think about is death. Being near to death impacted me greatly, to be honest, and I don't talk about it. For me however, it couldn't be farther from the truth. I’m afraid of death. I typed this into Google a year ago, my hands shaking as I questioned what I meant. I'm not afraid to die. "I’m not afraid to die...I’m afraid to live on my knees in a world run by lesser men who control the destiny of my children” is a saying that has been printed on many images.The saying was posted on Twitter by American radio show host Alex Jones on August 10, 2018, … I’m not at all afraid to die. Have you heard the expression “Boots on the Ground?” Well our Live Dead Missionaries are the boots on the Silk Road. I am a hospice nurse and have witnessed lots of death and it really is no big deal. Check out I'm Not Afraid To Die by Gillian Welch on Amazon Music. But about dying, I'm not one bit afraid. But I'm a better person for it. Watch the video for I'm Not Afraid to Die from Gillian Welch's Hell Among The Yearlings for free, and see the artwork, lyrics and similar artists. Stream ad-free or purchase CD's and MP3s now on Amazon.com. Mar 14, 2016. I didn’t want to be alive or exist anymore. Here we’d like to take a moment and allow one of them to share part of their life with you. The thought of building bonds and relationships and not remembering after I die. I do wonder -- I think God must be saving me for something and I can't figure out what it is. So, I would love to just get it over with. I’ll also write it anonymously (I’ll try to give some context about me anyways), as I will be talking about death, drugs and suicide. I'm Not Afraid To Die Nicole Reaber. A eye for an eye And a tooth for a tooth And anyway I told the truth And I'm not afraid to die. Now the mercy seat is waiting And I think my head is smoking And in a way I'm hoping To be done with all these looks of disbelief. I'm not afraid to die And there the work of my own hand Be broken by and by Lied, lied, lie I'm not afraid to die Sometimes it finds me fast asleep And wakes me where I lie Lied, lied, lie I'm not afraid to die Forget my sins upon the wind My hobo soul will rise Lied, lied, lie I'm not afraid to die Lied, lied, lie I'm not afraid to die I’m Not Afraid to Die. Maybe I'll know someday when I'm 110. St Josephs College New York. 1059 Pexels I've heard many people say that the thing that they are most afraid of is death. 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